May 2013
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What about now?
Is it wrong to wish for those things we did years ago. At some point I our friendship we fantasized about “forever” a friendship that would go I for years, to the point of mentioning our children growing up together. We had all these dreams and ideas of life. We looks far but we also looked near. We looked at the accomplishments we would have in life and we spoke of sharing and...
I dream of the days where I turn in my bed and look over at the one I love, kiss him softly and fall back asleep in peace and completely happy with life. I’ve thought of these days before. But it wasn’t until now that I have hope for a future with someone. It doesn’t scare me, I don’t doubt it. I just know. This feeling of knowing of being so sure is completely amazing....
Four days left of high school. To some extent I’m beginning to get emotional. Just because it’s an end to something so big. 13 years of school to now begin my life, my path to my career! It’s a little scary but such an amazing feeling! I have people who love and care for me pushing me forward supporting me in what I plan to do. Truly I don’t think I’d be able to go on...
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I think the weirdest thing is that the person you’re going to marry and spend the rest of your life together with is currently walking the earth, living their own life, going to school or going to work or whatever, doing all these things and making all these memories that you’ll get to hear about from them years from now.
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April 2013
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March 2013
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February 2013
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November 2012
3 posts
August 2012
2 posts
How do I get over the little things? I don’t think I can do this alone.
This is difficult. I’m trying but my heart hurts. It’s easy to say that things will be good, which in the end I know it really will be. But now?! I want to lay in bed all day and just cry. How is it that so much can be felt and yet everything is destroyed? The result seems unreal simply because the opposite is what was expected. It only shows me more how amazing you are. How much you...
February 2012
4 posts
Everyone that meant something to me is now gone. Ah could it get any worse?
Nick Miller: “I want you to imagine a world where... →
nickmiller:
“I want you to imagine a world where writing is a very uncool talent. Imagine that there’s very little money in it. Imagine that your parents will hate you for embracing it, that your friends will make fun of you, that no girl will be impressed by it. Imagine that you’ll never truly be fulfilled…
I am in so much pain that I can’t put my thoughts into words. I love you. Those are the words that cross my mind over and over again. And those are the same words that bring me to tears; only because you never knew. It feels like I lost you, forever. As if you were a relative that I always loved but I didn’t have the chance to say goodbye. The insane thing about it is the fact that...
Sometimes not everyone understands. But sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to, someone who would listen. But not listen with their ears. I want someone who is actually there all through it, someone who will sit and listen with their heart. They won’t look at me and smile, their thoughts won’t wonder off and leave my voice to faint in their head. I want someone who can sit there,...
January 2012
3 posts
I wish it were easy. I wish it were as simple as saying hello. Or maybe somehow as easy as looking into someone’s eyes and smiling. Somehow the words won’t come up, but I’m so sure of what I feel. No doubt in my mind as to what should be said, what I want to say. But yet, I can’t build up the courage to say so. So maybe for now I’ll say I’m sorry. It seems with...
December 2011
4 posts
Love
To think that being in love could mean pain, tears and frustration along with the beauty of it. This end, hurts more than anything. And to think that still he’ll never know.
Once or twice I thought about it. I contemplated giving up, letting it all go and walking the other way. But I stopped for just one second and thought it over. Now I see what is, what back then could have been. And I’m glad I kept moving, I’m glad I surpassed such a moment. Many may say I overthink, to some extent they may be right. But think about it, if I hadn’t stopped just...
September 2011
3 posts
August 2011
22 posts
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